empty

thinking too hard. thinking too long. what i dont know is what to think about.
knowing what to think about would hurt, actually would cuz the obvious aint all that sweet.
"i know it looks like im moving but im standing still
every nerve in my body is so vacant n numb
i cant even remember what i came here to get away from"

"i aint looking for anything in anyones eyes" but ........... those eyes .......... the most beautiful ive ever seen ....... not one of the most beautiful but actually the most beautiful!

she can make me smile.......but will the sepulchre ever smile?
will the sepulchre breathe again??

guess what!!

he wants to this time..........dun wanna think long.......dun wanna think hard............i want to.........i need to. I believe in GOD. GOD plz believe in me this time.