Friday, February 13, 2009

the drunkard

"ur at ur best when ur drunk"
"i see a human in u when ur drunk"
"i hate when ur drunk bcz thats a wrong thing. i love when ur drunk cuz u r so right then"

wellllllll....something i have heard from diff ppl....over n over again!

n no prizes for guessing um drinking.....yet on my way of getting drunk!

many say u lose urself. what i hafta say is that i find myself when um drunk!!
(ohhh this too was uttered by someone :P )

the truth about drinking....from a drunkard - "even when um drunk....i am me. i am myself, at best or worst or the same...i still am me. its just a part of me...inevitable....the true me or the masked me.... that's something even i havent been able to figure out.....so how can u??"

i still remember when i was admitted to a hospital with excessive blood loss and the doctors asked for blood.....a friend candidly replied..."no probs....i know his blood group....its RC +ve ...(for all those whu din get it RC= Royal Challenge = my x brand) .....its 2 p.m. so its easily available" ... the doctors cudnt believe what he said ....n were even more amazed how casually the dude was talking!

ha ha....but on a serious note.....what does this alcohol do after getting in the blood stream? lets not talk science cuz anyone can find it on google!

everyone has different experiences......some feel hungry....eat and sleep .....

some eat n puke...
some puke without eating....

some start with their non stop bakhchodi (sorry) ....

some keep a MAUN VRAT.....

some speak their heart out....

some read...

n some write

(there cud be as many things one does as there are individuals)

n better still....some start with a particular topic n drift away :P ..... lol :D


ok....now serious wala serious note......does drinking change u? make u do things u dun wanna do? or makes u do things u want to but aint sure about when sober!
or brings out the buried u out,,,,cuz it needs to?
or is it that drinks take u over and prioritize fantasies over realities??

do u lose urself when drunk? or find urself??

10 comments:

Akky said...

I have a very diplomatic answer for you, but just to be fair I'll say you loose your self. For me, being drunk is more psychological than anything!

PS- your blog color is blinding me. haha

Small Miracle said...

hmmm...drinkin and writing...now thats not been known to kill anyone. So keep on expressing..may be one day u wont need alchohol to help u express.

SePuLcHeR said...
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SePuLcHeR said...

@ akky - as the great great great jim morrison said - " I believe in a long, prolonged derangement of the senses to attain the unknown. Our pale reasoning hides the infinite from us.”
um so gonna blog on him verryyy soon!


@ miracle - maybe unknowingly u said something that makes me think!
the use of the word - ONE DAY!
i often hear people use SOME DAY ... without even realizing the vast diference in otherwise similar words!!

P.S. - i ain't drinking at the moment :)

Small Miracle said...

so wot do u prefer...one day or some day?!! explain

SePuLcHeR said...

well that totally depends upon the "when/where/for what/why" usage of it!

chalo no riddles this time. this is how i differentiate between the two terms

Someday - comes with a probability
One day - comes with a surety..comes with a certainty :)

hope u got what u were looking for :)

Small Miracle said...

mt question was and I repeat....wot do you prefer?!!

SePuLcHeR said...

ohhooo...seems like....agar ek aur vague answer diya to mujhe kheench ke thappad padega :(


well.....i like "oneday" more than "someday" on the grounds that whatever one says .... also adds a certainty to his/her words.

(i also like somedayz, but entirely on diff grounds)

Small Miracle said...

Ok lets juss say ONEDAY its gonna be sunshine : )cya

SePuLcHeR said...

Amen