SVIDANIYA

Saying goodbye has been the toughest thing for this "tuf taurian" all his life....so hard that I cudnt even say BYE at the end of any conversation. But these 2 dayz .... i had to say that to a few people....guess i am on some mission to make up for all the times i cud not! And even more interestingly .... in different wayz! 4 people and 4 diferent ways of saying it. N moreover, digging out 2 outta them, maybe just to say that! All sweet n nice. No arguments. Just thanking them for being there.

Y is it that even when u have no bitterness in between u hafta say that word....for good? Y is it so?

Or is it that u were made to say that long long ago....but u were scared to lose them.....so withdrew....delayed the inevitable.

They were once the ones who meant the most to u. They still could very well be.

But one word ends it all for me.

I made my choice....rather was asked to make it in the first place. No looking back now for except the good old memories.

Goodbye ppl ... u wont even know that um gone....cuz i was never even there in the first place ...... no one is gonna miss me.....everything i said and felt wud never mean a thing..........but that wont be the case with me.

well....should end it here...have a list to put an end to :)