past comes calling..

has been a little hard to know how to respond or to react when past comes calling...

How he waited for something from her minute after minute and just when she remembers her...his simple responses change into reactions only to kill it all away.
it was hard for him to get over those insults and that ignorance but even harder to get over his angel.
he just wanted to push her away...she is the one to make him do that in the first place.
he never lieks to explain his actions....neither will she ever understand.

"theres no one to take my blame
if they wanted to
theres nothing to keep me sane
and its all the same to u
theres no where to set my aim
so um everywhere
never come near me again
do u really think i need u?"

she never bothered to know how was he hanging along...what he was gng through....just those formalities.....and he wanted her to know he doesnt need them...and made sure that he threw the mesage across by acting wierdly all the times!!

how he wishes she doesnt pretends anymore and faces the facts....how he wants her to see where they stand.....rather where she stands and how is he crawling to walk again!

time to rest in peace

amen :)