piece of him

his words were drying up. so were his eyes. n so were all the feelings that shudnt! his actions withdrew themselves before commencing. his eyes looked elsewhere before looking into someone else's. its time. its time for him to lie where he fantasizes the most. in his grave. resting like he would never come out. resting like no one knows he is.

but yeah he would have a reason to go down smiling :)
a conversation. a rare one. he couldnt believe himself that he could speak that damn much. for sure he likes talking to her. he likes her company. he likes the way she talks. he likes her eyes. he likes so much about her.

but deep within he knows the truth. its time. time to sink. time to rise above all. time to hide. time to hibernate. time to rest in peace. time to find serenity. time to find solace. time to crawl into the grave. time to fly worries away. time to live by killing himself.

he knows the truth.
he just wants to wait for some more time. he just wants to gather a lil more of those bits n pieces which make him smile :)
he wants to go down smiling. good heavens! he can think positive too!