again

so there i go again....
laying everything on the line for a stranger......exactly the way i have been doing all this while!
i dunno how much will i be hurt this time.......but isnt that something that destiny has chosen for me??
destiny.....i dun believe it....its making me believe itself!

strange still......how a poem is coming to life!

all i wanna know...if it is....what stage um i in right now?
how much more will it take to get buried in that self made grave of mine.
when will i finally close my eyes and myself to the rest of them??

another time.
another pain.
another loss.

n i still smile!!

how i hate myself :)