this piece is by someone who has stopped writing!
putting it up here cuz i love what u write.
get back to ur writing habits...wanna read more :)
up in the sky,a shining star..
seeming so distant,seeming afar..
throwing its aura down upon me..
its silhouette surrounds the sky bizarre..
its rays penetrate deep in my soul..
i'm tempted to touch and have it all..
it whispers a story unsaid to the world..
i can hear its voice,it gives me a call..
endeavoring to leap up n touch the sky..
i crave for wings for i wanna fly..
life directs me to reach out to it..
impossible it is..i fret and i cry..
i now fall flat and face the reality..
a mortal i am,no angel in disguise..
constraints and incapabilities bound me back..
disappointed,defeated..i pay the price..
sitting by the window staring into horizon..
i wonder about my shining little star..
my heart aches when it realizes the truth..
it needs me no more,we are too far..
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
a story.....
Flying high in the skies
Was lonely, but full of life
Was alone but still smiled
Heard a sweet voice – “can u teach me how to fly”
Looked down to see
A pretty face
So sweet
So innocent
Her voice filled with belief
Her question, full of faith.
Extended my hand
Held her
Shared my wings
N together we flew
Flew above the skies
Above all that lies
I knew she was the one
The one for me
The entire wait was worthwhile
To have her in my life
It was all a dream for her
But she made me see the reality
When I was falling to the ground
She took my wings
Wanted to fly higher
Didn’t even look back to see
What’s gonna happen to me!!
While falling down
I told myself
Never to lend a hand
I fell to the solid ground
And I fell hard
Was an unknown territory
But soon learned to walk
And started walking tall
Walked my worries,
Walked my past away
Walked the distance
To be on my own again
At times I looked up at the sky
And told myself
That soon I will fly
Walking thru my life
I heard a voice – “can I walk with u?
Her face so innocent
Her voice so sweet
Looked down to see
She didn’t have legs
Tried so hard
But still I couldn’t flee
She seemed to be haunted by self-doubt
Yet filled with self-belief
Held her hand
And together we walked
Walked the roads
Walked the mountains
She seemed so right
She seemed to be the one
And we walked our lives together
It was all a dream to her
But she made me see the reality
When off the clip, she pushed me!
She wanted to walk tall
So she took my all
I smiled at her
But she didn’t even looked back to see
What’s gonna happen to me
While falling I looked at the mountains
Looked at the sky
Told myself never to lend a hand
Cuz I knew soon ill walk
And soon ill fly
Fly high
Fell into the waters
A domain unknown
Didn’t know how to swim
My arms tried to clinch every wave
Every drop
To keep myself alive
Alive for the day when id fly high!
Soon learned how to swim
And soon I swam the rivers
Across the sea
Across the oceans
Heard a voice – “can I swim with you?”
I didn’t looked back to see
Cuz I knew whats gonna happen to me
Saw her reflection
She didn’t have arms
Was about to drown
Looked back to see
And just cudnt flee
She had a tear
But still smiled
I held her in my arms
I looked in her eyes
I knew she was the one for me
Together we swam the seas,
Crossed the oceans
She gave me her all
And took my all
Took my arms
She wanted to swim alone
Wanted to swim faster
Left me there
Left me drowning
Didn’t look back to see
That the one who was drowning
Was me!!
As I drowned
I saved every breath
And told myself
Not to lend a hand
Ohhh I realized
I dun have any!!!
I drowned
And was outta life
Started to float
Floated alone
Floated for so long
Looked at the sea
Looked at the mountains
Looked at the sky
But now I knew
I won’t ever walk,
Will never be able to fly
I closed my eyes
Rested in peace
Floated around the world
I hit a body
Floating next to me
She was so numb
She couldn’t even speak
She looked at me
But I closed my eyes
Tried so hard to push away
But the waters pushed her closer to me
What a pity
This time I wanted to
But I couldn’t even flee!!!!
I saw as I opened my eyes
She gasped for breath
I understood
All the words, those were unsaid
I looked at her
She seemed so true
She seemed so real
Out of breath
And out of life
I knew my salvation
I knew my destiny
I clinched on to her
As she kept on looking at me
I held her close
Parted her lips
Breathed into her
She came to life
And promised me a life
I life that should have been
A life that was still unseen
She gave me her all
She breathed into me
She held me tight
We shared our lives
And we shared a dream
We hit the shore
She tuk me outta the sea
Hugged me so tight
And all this while
I waited for her to leave
But she stood there
Right by my side
I gave her my all
Taught her to walk
Taught her to fly
And she promised me a life
Promised me together we will fly
Somewhere within my heart
I always knew
She was the one to take me
To my destiny!
I always knew
She was the one
To take me where I crave
I always knew
She was the one
To put me in my grave
I saw her as she hugged me
I saw her as she kissed me
I breathed into her
The last breath I saved
For the day id fly
She lifted me
Smiled at me
Dug the ground
Put me in
She kissed me softly
Caressed me gently
Turned around
And didn’t even say “goodbye”
Now it’s me
Alone I lie
I’ve reached my destiny
And don’t even look at the sky
Someone knocked the coffin
And I knew how to reply
I just smiled
And closed my eyes!!
At times my silence screams
At times, loudly I cry
It all goes unheard
Everyone just passes by
At times I wonder
Is there no one
Who could stay?
Was everyone
There to play?
Then in the midst of the night
I heard a sound
Must be a mistake
Left with nothing, I lie here alone
All is taken away.
Was lonely, but full of life
Was alone but still smiled
Heard a sweet voice – “can u teach me how to fly”
Looked down to see
A pretty face
So sweet
So innocent
Her voice filled with belief
Her question, full of faith.
Extended my hand
Held her
Shared my wings
N together we flew
Flew above the skies
Above all that lies
I knew she was the one
The one for me
The entire wait was worthwhile
To have her in my life
It was all a dream for her
But she made me see the reality
When I was falling to the ground
She took my wings
Wanted to fly higher
Didn’t even look back to see
What’s gonna happen to me!!
While falling down
I told myself
Never to lend a hand
I fell to the solid ground
And I fell hard
Was an unknown territory
But soon learned to walk
And started walking tall
Walked my worries,
Walked my past away
Walked the distance
To be on my own again
At times I looked up at the sky
And told myself
That soon I will fly
Walking thru my life
I heard a voice – “can I walk with u?
Her face so innocent
Her voice so sweet
Looked down to see
She didn’t have legs
Tried so hard
But still I couldn’t flee
She seemed to be haunted by self-doubt
Yet filled with self-belief
Held her hand
And together we walked
Walked the roads
Walked the mountains
She seemed so right
She seemed to be the one
And we walked our lives together
It was all a dream to her
But she made me see the reality
When off the clip, she pushed me!
She wanted to walk tall
So she took my all
I smiled at her
But she didn’t even looked back to see
What’s gonna happen to me
While falling I looked at the mountains
Looked at the sky
Told myself never to lend a hand
Cuz I knew soon ill walk
And soon ill fly
Fly high
Fell into the waters
A domain unknown
Didn’t know how to swim
My arms tried to clinch every wave
Every drop
To keep myself alive
Alive for the day when id fly high!
Soon learned how to swim
And soon I swam the rivers
Across the sea
Across the oceans
Heard a voice – “can I swim with you?”
I didn’t looked back to see
Cuz I knew whats gonna happen to me
Saw her reflection
She didn’t have arms
Was about to drown
Looked back to see
And just cudnt flee
She had a tear
But still smiled
I held her in my arms
I looked in her eyes
I knew she was the one for me
Together we swam the seas,
Crossed the oceans
She gave me her all
And took my all
Took my arms
She wanted to swim alone
Wanted to swim faster
Left me there
Left me drowning
Didn’t look back to see
That the one who was drowning
Was me!!
As I drowned
I saved every breath
And told myself
Not to lend a hand
Ohhh I realized
I dun have any!!!
I drowned
And was outta life
Started to float
Floated alone
Floated for so long
Looked at the sea
Looked at the mountains
Looked at the sky
But now I knew
I won’t ever walk,
Will never be able to fly
I closed my eyes
Rested in peace
Floated around the world
I hit a body
Floating next to me
She was so numb
She couldn’t even speak
She looked at me
But I closed my eyes
Tried so hard to push away
But the waters pushed her closer to me
What a pity
This time I wanted to
But I couldn’t even flee!!!!
I saw as I opened my eyes
She gasped for breath
I understood
All the words, those were unsaid
I looked at her
She seemed so true
She seemed so real
Out of breath
And out of life
I knew my salvation
I knew my destiny
I clinched on to her
As she kept on looking at me
I held her close
Parted her lips
Breathed into her
She came to life
And promised me a life
I life that should have been
A life that was still unseen
She gave me her all
She breathed into me
She held me tight
We shared our lives
And we shared a dream
We hit the shore
She tuk me outta the sea
Hugged me so tight
And all this while
I waited for her to leave
But she stood there
Right by my side
I gave her my all
Taught her to walk
Taught her to fly
And she promised me a life
Promised me together we will fly
Somewhere within my heart
I always knew
She was the one to take me
To my destiny!
I always knew
She was the one
To take me where I crave
I always knew
She was the one
To put me in my grave
I saw her as she hugged me
I saw her as she kissed me
I breathed into her
The last breath I saved
For the day id fly
She lifted me
Smiled at me
Dug the ground
Put me in
She kissed me softly
Caressed me gently
Turned around
And didn’t even say “goodbye”
Now it’s me
Alone I lie
I’ve reached my destiny
And don’t even look at the sky
Someone knocked the coffin
And I knew how to reply
I just smiled
And closed my eyes!!
At times my silence screams
At times, loudly I cry
It all goes unheard
Everyone just passes by
At times I wonder
Is there no one
Who could stay?
Was everyone
There to play?
Then in the midst of the night
I heard a sound
Must be a mistake
Left with nothing, I lie here alone
All is taken away.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
think about this!!
when u try to escape something, it follows u! .... and catches u (almost) everytime!
when u chase something..u keep chasing ... dun get to lay ur hands on it (mostly)
y??
if it applies to everyone ..... then whose the one to catch hold of? and whose the one to escape???
when u chase something..u keep chasing ... dun get to lay ur hands on it (mostly)
y??
if it applies to everyone ..... then whose the one to catch hold of? and whose the one to escape???
Monday, January 5, 2009
facts again...
i guess these were the longest 5 dayz of my life ......longest cuz so many things hapened in such a short span of time that these 5 dayz have become an memorable moment (if put together) already!
i kept all my doubts, worries, suspicion and pessimism at bay and guess had a great time. but truth doesnt take long to slap u on the face again!
my apologies....not truth.....but Facts.....truth could be perceived outta them though.
it hits hard to know that inspite of everything u r pushed to the starting point again.
the sepulcher still smiles....with translucent eyes this time :)
i kept all my doubts, worries, suspicion and pessimism at bay and guess had a great time. but truth doesnt take long to slap u on the face again!
my apologies....not truth.....but Facts.....truth could be perceived outta them though.
it hits hard to know that inspite of everything u r pushed to the starting point again.
the sepulcher still smiles....with translucent eyes this time :)
Friday, January 2, 2009
that unforgettable smile....
I've missed providing immortality to a million special moments - pictures that could have won me awards if provided with a suitable caption, moments that will last a lifetime but just in my memory now, beautiful nature (being an adventurer and a traveler)and a lot more - but I've never really cared much and told myself that there'll be a next time too.
Guess it was just today that i actually missed not having a gadget to immortalize that moment, a moment that just changed me for a while, a moment that made me think,a moment that hazed reality, a moment where i could barely think about anything else, a moment that captured my thoughts, my heart and my soul. A moment that enveloped me with an aura so strong that its making me write about it!
I had to follow her car on my bike, so i was riding right behind the car and what i could see for except the car was the rear view mirror which was set perfectly for me to see that smile of hers. I've seen her smile a lotta times before but today it encapsulated me. Real or surreal.....hard to say......but for sure she didnt know that her smile is being noticed. it haz been a few hours now but the moment is replaying itself over and over again....and this time i so wish i cud witness that in real instead of watching it on the canvas over which i do not have much control.
what would i do to have that moment again? to see that smile again? or shud i say what would i not do to?
the Sepulcher smiled today!
Guess it was just today that i actually missed not having a gadget to immortalize that moment, a moment that just changed me for a while, a moment that made me think,a moment that hazed reality, a moment where i could barely think about anything else, a moment that captured my thoughts, my heart and my soul. A moment that enveloped me with an aura so strong that its making me write about it!
I had to follow her car on my bike, so i was riding right behind the car and what i could see for except the car was the rear view mirror which was set perfectly for me to see that smile of hers. I've seen her smile a lotta times before but today it encapsulated me. Real or surreal.....hard to say......but for sure she didnt know that her smile is being noticed. it haz been a few hours now but the moment is replaying itself over and over again....and this time i so wish i cud witness that in real instead of watching it on the canvas over which i do not have much control.
what would i do to have that moment again? to see that smile again? or shud i say what would i not do to?
the Sepulcher smiled today!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
01-01-09
yup theres more, there was more!!
no further mention now....i back out again! ha ha ha
as for now....its a new year....best wishes :))
no further mention now....i back out again! ha ha ha
as for now....its a new year....best wishes :))
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